Alone

 

Alone is endless 

Blackhole of nothingness

The stillness of the universe

It had hurt before

I've been through this before

I ain't gonna hear it said no more

Bear no more

My shiny hard diamond

Biggest, brightest diamond

The one that is lost,

Some life that had been lost

The one that stood hard and still.

In the worst smashing way, 

Words so wise do make their way

Softly sprightly,

Doth deftly display

Richly in delight

Deftly in might

So hard and cold

So uncut and so silent

But can't change the climate

Lightening passed through me

I am a cracked pearl 

Shaped like a girl

 Knowing there would be no more of you

And there will be an end of you.

Underneath the sky so blue

 But the universe would roll on just the same

That's why it's the ineffable game

 Unharmed and unhampered

Unrestricted by time

I may not be physically alone

In the veritable reality

Alone without company 

Mentally there is no one in sight

All is gone, all is gone, admit it, taken a flight.

There's nobody in sight,

Tears blinding my sight.

Tunnel of intense loneliness

A numb state of weariness

Needles of pain

Extreme pain 

Becomes pinnacle of pleasure

Life passed in a dream sequence

Money success fear joy pain sorrow

Endless blues

Dreaming endless thoughtless dreams

Alone alone alone terribly alone

Unrelenting brilliance of his emotions

Paying a considerable price in pain

Unless there's some fire and confidence

Fade into infinity

Litter of chaotic words he poured out the story of this life