My brain needs repairing

 

Head and body rocking

Doubters are shocking

You are bitter and think you are wise.

Pedantry denies

Everything is an imagination of my eyes.

Perhaps people think my truth is a lie

Those who sit mute with elbow resting on the table and chin on the palm thinking it's kinda sly

Sudden electricity goes through parts of my skull or leg

Crushing my spirit is like crushing an egg

From taking unfair advantage of their brains.

It felt that, in spite of all possible pains,

An, to increase all the other pains,

Nothing remains

No individuality remains

Collapsed to the floor, holding the temples

Mum gave a rare kiss on the forehead

Explosion of sudden dizziness swarmed the head

Mum stroked my temples and head

As temples burn holes in the head

The back of the head weighed like lead

Nausea and  came  her in waves

The tempest building inside has to be braved

At times I drool

Like something stuck inside my throat

Going down slowly stuck in the chest

I crush my medicines with mortar and pestle

To ease the nerve

Mum's soul and never swerve,

 My soul, poor story is not a jest

Try uncricking my neck thinking about the pain

Stroke my head and neck to relieve the pain

As I swallow food or liquid

Cough it up because fate is so wicked

Eating semi-solid food coughing my lungs out

Can you tell me without any doubt

Please tell me what 'twas all about, --

Bite my tongue and lips while eating or speaking

No sense in overthinking

Freakin while ain't speaking

Thinking about sore lips and tongue

Heave a sigh from the lungs  

As per dentists advice with anesthetic mouthwash  rinsing the mouth

Every time it seemed like poking a bad tooth with your tongue

A little handicap by the ear

Pain inside and behind the ear

Exhibiting unsteadiness of gait, hand tremors, slow muscular movement

In an odd state

I feel sorry for my winding gait

The metallic sound, I didn't realize exactly what I did hear

As odd sounds pounded and hammered in my ear it aroused fear

Hear odd wheezing sound sometimes which feels like listening to my own breathing.

A life when I take a deep breath instead of stillness my ear seems to ring

I have no control over the hand, I drop fragile things and they break

What do you make?

Hoarse voice and breathy

Walking in a zigzag way suddenly

Right knee feels electricity 

Like holding a bare cable at peak intensity

Touching my right thigh makes me fall

What do you think of this afterall