Tuesday, February 23, 2021

Rare and unique thrill to survive

 Great! Another surgery

I have a manufacturing defect

With malware in the circuitry


I have this exceedingly rare affliction

Because of relentless mutation

Which enhanced evolution and diversification

The apple drops from the tree.

 The man jumps up from a bathtub; the mind-blowing equation.


Some cause tumor formation

Turn you into a tumor producing factory

Turn life into purgatory


Nobody heard  my silent screams

They are so loud they echo in my dreams.


Behind this face that beams a smile

Lies a dark road that goes on mile after mile.


Beauty only skin deep

But the leopards don't change their spots.

The agony of the soul weep

Drops of colored waxes 

I was promised aught

I have been for naught

Everything was forethought



Before the pain, I had an aura of sophistication

Walking through life blindly

Motion is of essence

Which shall gain victory over adversity

As I plowed through tumor formation.



One by one I defeated tumors

As they formed more and more in numbers

The hepatic attack put me in depression

Worried about permanent oblivion


My fairy tale parents I didn't wanna leave their love so soon

My soul dancing with the cosmic tune

I laughed a little too shrill

With the failure of dissociative drugs

Life turned to philosophy

Neither can I forget thugs

Nor can I forget parental hugs

Blasted out laughing

Cherishing every moment while combating


Regrettably, the trusted troops were turned off

Who protected me from fever, cold, and cough

Consumption disease attacked me

It wasn't easy to get free


When the thinking machine got tumor

Floating in the oily stuff they plotted murder

The laughing girl became a cry baby

Which weighed on Mum's soul heavy



She has fought cancers, transplants, and bears the scars

She has a weird zeal to shoot up to Mars

She asked the Gods showing them honor due

Prayed for her welfare too


They said " Divine interference hast saved thy child"

She's bound to suffer that is foreordained

Thou with thy child shall make history

By making unusual victory 

Live forever in memory"



"As tears fly out of her eyes

They travel through the skies

Reach me on the summit

Her pain passes swift

Her sobs flying through the black hole reach me on the peak

Holding hands hug her, kiss her on the forehead

Soon she will be filled with glee 

As I shall drink her pain and suffering and her misery will be dead

As her valiant fight and determination are unique."


I dreamt Lord said there is a rare and unique delight as you fight

Then winked at me and wished me luck

Poured into my mind more pluck

Woman who works in a slaughterhouse
Who is somebody's wedded Spouse,--

Threatens to drop dead the very moment
Whereon the stars in secret influence comment;
Life is one magical moment
Where dreams are woven
Keeping eyes open
Exploring each moment
Feeling the thrill of the moment

Idle world is desires their glory,
Not getting entangled in piteous story!
To live is written in your story.
O' dem is lef' to tell de story;

In life, each heart holds some sad story -
It's sadder still to feel all heart turn away

Stay to watch it in de hour of decay?
In the mountains and woods
Enjoying their day, have their day;
In the shining twilight grey
Abandon you and love decay,
Whining and weirdo chum with whom I grew up

The life they knew was just not enough
Not understanding once born you gotta die


And a evil eye,
Wanted a horrible death I die.
Nearly threw up
And after it she just blew up

I saw someone hitting and calling me bitch
Being from a family of wizards and witches,
The pot head
Wanted me to drop dead
Like a real Warrior Princess
My life will be a success
Won't die a trivial death
As the woman speaketh

I have nothing to lose,

 I can't try to live again a perfect life

 Relaxed and healthy without any strife

Under trees bearing chocolates

Mountains of books but being less inflate

I say I don't want to lose this life

 With my Mum and the instances of delight

Often intersected by twilight.



Life is a vast and big cliff 

Climbing alone, enjoy it. 

In a shifty moment, it's your grit

Once you slip and slide 

The wits inside guide 

Don't let you fall off 

You huff and puff

Get up tough

Doesn't mean "the end" of your story?




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