Saturday, October 15, 2022

The parallel lines shall never meet

 


I can't care for you because I have a wife 


I will look after you later


After your death in next life."


"I will do my duty after your death


When leaving sweet memories to ease away pain you step into the afterlife"


Karma says if you want happiness in life, never be an owner of love be a donor of love 


Woman who works in a slaughterhouse

Who is somebody's wedded Spouse,--


Threatens to drop dead the very moment

Whereon the stars in secret influence comment;

Life is one magical moment

Where dreams are woven

Keeping eyes open

Exploring each moment

Feeling the thrill of the moment

Why did I get Covid 19 despite voluntary isolation?


Ignorance prevails


“Ignoring isn't ignorance,


 Ignorance requires guts, boldness


Gloat knowledge wisdom



Prancing dancing scatty smartie



Experts have also strongly suggested


 Solely relying on testing as a safeguard 


You can not expect to be a lifeguard



 People making ‘lax’ and taking other safety measures


For thoughtless pleasures, taking delight in certain measures



Taking  mask-wearing and social distancing lightly


 Pass on infections to others harshly



 Tests are a preventive measure and only effective


 As long as you put in place other security measures

"Holy cow!"


I could see the conspiracy,



The human tyranny,



Defendant spouse 


As my  C-reactive protein and the D dimer rose


 Defending the demoniac strength


 We are no longer in same wavelength



Commenting my daily titanic struggle


Being a  Mere pawn on the chessboard of life


Ordained my death 


With an easy breath



Blindness and ignorance, Will lead you nowhere,


Unless you are aware



Long lament of the discreet 


The parallel lines shall never meet.


I would define my life as the family trait lust…

And all but forever lost.


The rabbit runs faster than the fox, 


Because the rabbit is running for his life 


While the fox is only running for his dinner.



There's a difference between frustration and determination

It's all in your mind


Seek pluck till you find


I am gonna look for hope till my eyes go blind


Life

 



From childhood, I have not been as others were


I never enjoyed hop-skip-jump that's for sure,


Being sick girl lookin' for the doctor's cure


In my adolescence couldn't satisfy my


Desire to fly


Interests hobbies passions weird desires


Do you ever wonder just what God requires?


Given just one life to face things where everyone conspires


Put me in a life of big mess


Without any play-fellow thinking


Terribly lonely I am need some solicitude against the deluge of solitude


Paternal solicitude was quite indefatigable


Father wasn't tough and able


With faith heart' blockage


Gasping for air


With whole world's a-watchin'


Peeking out and stare


His efforts nobody in the world could compare


Gave her daughter a new lease of life


When the commander, solver of every problem died


And passed away

In the rhythm of ebb and tide of eternal time


I got my ineradicable place in the universe


Alone in endless, stillness, calmness of the universe


Life after death


Spirit or soul


Is there in every culture.


The great cycle of life and death


Seem as vague and hazy like a dream.




Darkness would wrap itself around me,


filling me with a veritable ecstasy of emptiness




If when I die I will live again,


And some thinking, feeling,


Remembering part of me will continue.



Despite the ancient and worldwide


Cultural traditions that cultural beliefs


They mystify and bring relief



Asserting an afterlife, immortality


In ancient Mesopotamia, Egyptians, Hebrew, Greek, Romans, Old testament, The Gita, Chinese, Tantric, Anglo-Saxon



It feels like a formation of beliefs, wishful thinking,


If it was really true no matter what


And I can trust my gut


The door is slammed shut



I could satisfy my deep interests and ambitions


Only if I had proof the authenticity of the traditions



But if it's an endless dreamless sleep


A shadow so deep;


My passion would remain a forlorn hope


Fulfillment of my wishes has no scope



This perspective has given me


A little extra motivation to stay alive!


Thrive and survive



In our vulnerability,


Looking Death in the eye


Don't make me breathe a sigh


Being grateful for every day


The brief but magnificent opportunity


Life grants


Life is but a momentary glimpse of the wonder of this astonishing universe



Not a dream or spiritual fantasy




Karma says if you want happiness in life, never be an owner of love be a donor of love



Capre Diem

 




Fatal misdiagnosis is my other name


How I am alive and well, although without any complaint of breathing problems and cramping abdomen


medical puzzle, and to solve the mystery






Courage is mine, and I have mystery;


Wisdom was mine, l I have plenty of mastery

The woman told me to embrace winter




Not knowing I am December born




I carry winter in my right pocket




Fifteen times have taken it out and kissed the cold lips




Enjoying the twilight.



I had so many life threatening surgeries, especially the chemotherapy for metastatic NET cancer and my realisation of Memento Mori started very long ago.



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I had so many life threatening surgeries, especially the chemotherapy for metastatic  NET cancer and my realisation of Memento Mori   started very  long ago.


Hence Capre Diem.