"Live now or never!''

 

Mum is full of generosity, nobility and caringness

Tends to prioritise my happiness

Life is for the living not the already dead

 My ailment I'd seen it happens time and again

I was born to be solitary

Of course my life is not so merry

Yet going beyond ordinary limits; 

Surpassing the unnecessary 

Eaten alive by loneliness

Lord has given me onliness

Cruel is my life

Life and Death once shall  cease their strife

Under the surgeon's knife

Life is a bird with broken wings but hope pushes it to fly

Misfortune cannot last forever, it  has to die

In the web of thoughts if there's darkness and lie

You die extinguishing the flame in the middle of your life

It's a stubborn planet with incessant strife

If we survive the virus, we will not survive forever

"Live now or never!''

Obsession that grow like madness inside 

Your deal of hatred and pride

You can't cheat the Lord run and hide

Displeaseth the lord of obstacles

Your Nefarious influence

Thou mourned less fiercely, and angered the Lord

During my cancer as the befoul flailing me 

And the world like a destroying angel to save her man from Mister death and  his house

Have you ever seen a jail house

Where they try to turn a man into a mouse

How could the say it in one sweet, easy breath

Say the cheater, seducer, slut

" You die right now" as if death is a donut

But to you that would be cruelty

The conscious opportunist brutality

 And to me it surely would not spell  death

I can master my emotions and forge ahead with skills and potentials

A mother who made me brave with a belief in myself.