From childhood, I have not been as others were
I never enjoyed hop-skip-jump that's for sure,
Being sick girl lookin' for the doctor's cure
In my adolescence couldn't satisfy my
Desire to fly
Interests hobbies passions weird desires
Do you ever wonder just what God requires?
Given just one life to face things where everyone conspires
Put me in a life of big mess
Without any play-fellow thinking
Terribly lonely I am need some solicitude against the deluge of solitude
Paternal solicitude was quite indefatigable
Father wasn't tough and able
With faith heart' blockage
Gasping for air
With whole world's a-watchin'
Peeking out and stare
His efforts nobody in the world could compare
Gave her daughter a new lease of life
When the commander, solver of every problem died
And passed away
In the rhythm of ebb and tide of eternal time
I got my ineradicable place in the universe
Alone in endless, stillness, calmness of the universe
Life after death
Spirit or soul
Is there in every culture.
The great cycle of life and death
Seem as vague and hazy like a dream.
Darkness would wrap itself around me,
filling me with a veritable ecstasy of emptiness
If when I die I will live again,
And some thinking, feeling,
Remembering part of me will continue.
Despite the ancient and worldwide
Cultural traditions that cultural beliefs
They mystify and bring relief
Asserting an afterlife, immortality
In ancient Mesopotamia, Egyptians, Hebrew, Greek, Romans, Old testament, The Gita, Chinese, Tantric, Anglo-Saxon
It feels like a formation of beliefs, wishful thinking,
If it was really true no matter what
And I can trust my gut
The door is slammed shut
I could satisfy my deep interests and ambitions
Only if I had proof the authenticity of the traditions
But if it's an endless dreamless sleep
A shadow so deep;
My passion would remain a forlorn hope
Fulfillment of my wishes has no scope
This perspective has given me
A little extra motivation to stay alive!
Thrive and survive
In our vulnerability,
Looking Death in the eye
Don't make me breathe a sigh
Being grateful for every day
The brief but magnificent opportunity
Life grants
Life is but a momentary glimpse of the wonder of this astonishing universe
Not a dream or spiritual fantasy
Karma says if you want happiness in life, never be an owner of love be a donor of love
