Life

 

From childhood, I have not been as others were

I never enjoyed hop-skip-jump that's for sure,

Being sick girl lookin' for the doctor's cure

In my adolescence couldn't satisfy my

Desire to fly

Interests hobbies passions weird desires

Do you ever wonder just what God requires?

Given just one life to face things where everyone conspires

Put me in a life of big mess

Without any play-fellow thinking

Terribly lonely I am need some solicitude against the deluge of solitude

Paternal solicitude was quite indefatigable

Father wasn't tough and able

With faith heart' blockage

Gasping for air

With whole world's a-watchin'

Peeking out and stare

His efforts nobody in the world could compare

Gave her daughter a new lease of life

When the commander, solver of every problem died

And passed away

In the rhythm of ebb and tide of eternal time

I got my ineradicable place in the universe

Alone in endless, stillness, calmness of the universe

Life after death

Spirit or soul

Is there in every culture.

The great cycle of life and death

Seem as vague and hazy like a dream.

Darkness would wrap itself around me,

filling me with a veritable ecstasy of emptiness

If when I die I will live again,

And some thinking, feeling,

Remembering part of me will continue.

Despite the ancient and worldwide

Cultural traditions that cultural beliefs

They mystify and bring relief

Asserting an afterlife, immortality

In ancient Mesopotamia, Egyptians, Hebrew, Greek, Romans, Old testament, The Gita, Chinese, Tantric, Anglo-Saxon

It feels like a formation of beliefs, wishful thinking,

If it was really true no matter what

And I can trust my gut

The door is slammed shut

I could satisfy my deep interests and ambitions

Only if I had proof the authenticity of the traditions

But if it's an endless dreamless sleep

A shadow so deep;

My passion would remain a forlorn hope

Fulfillment of my wishes has no scope

This perspective has given me

A little extra motivation to stay alive!

Thrive and survive

In our vulnerability,

Looking Death in the eye

Don't make me breathe a sigh

Being grateful for every day

The brief but magnificent opportunity

Life grants

Life is but a momentary glimpse of the wonder of this astonishing universe

Not a dream or spiritual fantasy

Karma says if you want happiness in life, never be an owner of love be a donor of love