Friday, October 8, 2021

Those who flips, spins, and dives through the sky

 


 Born with a sick black heart

People who have good hearts and integrity

Make the world spin.

Infernal twittering din

Floodgates opened

I was subsumed, totally absorbed under the tidal wave of all the misery

Feel like a dagger through my own unbroken heart


Friendly love remark to brighten someone’s day.

People loved who also deserve tokens of affection

They deserve to every now and then sit back, relax, laze a little

Grieve a little, 

If you have a sensitive and brittle personality.

Perishable, mortal...fleeting transitory

Easily hurt or arrogant or with deep hatred or disapproval 

Couldn't help but see a conspiracy 

Heavenly disapproval

 Behind every touch of ill fortune


People in stress with crumbling deformed fractured 

Lust, the melody of the universe gets fractured

It's easier to be strong than repair demolished men

It is important to fight and fight again, and keep fighting, for only then can evil be kept at bay though never quite eradicated.—


A thankful heart is the greatest virtue,

Neither foes nor loving friends should hurt you, 


 The parent of all other sincerity.

People who have good hearts and integrity.

Justness and honesty

Standing up for an ideal…

No pleasures, vanities but unwept tears

Sobs trying to fly out of throat

Troubled my mind

Soul floating in space

Striking  out against injustice, 

Idea has appeared in some unexplored nook of brain

Unexpected things are unable to be processed by brain


His long hands sends a rope

Attached with a scope

Moving ahead feebly grope 

Sends forth a tiny ripple of hope


Life is beautiful and surprising and deep

All aren't imperishable is a difficult vision to keep

As you gain strength, courage, and confidence 

In every experience

  Stopping to look fear in the face.

Say to yourself, ‘I have lived through this horror.


“Today will never come again

Eh? Eh, speak up

As hard times have smitten

Be a blessing, find  a friend

Who encourages and tends.

 Take time to care.


Feeling to be near the beach

But unable to reach


Grief and sorrow that nobody's heart should bear.

You feel love, care so near and yet so far

Like the sky pierced with hundreds of star

There are also cold sharp pointy stars.


 Let your words heal, and not wound.

Tender friends with help in mind go sighing round, 

Distress or torture mentally or emotionally; wound 

Deeply;in pain greatly: 

All bitter criticism shredded my heart.

Heroically lost, heroically won the fight




Certain indications of what was permitted or forbidden

It's so hard to listen

Smiles, pain and tears are words that need to be written


Live in the moment

Not being influenced by any comment;

Enjoying the perfection of the magically graphical 

moment

As stars comment

Burn out the galaxy bright

Hurtling towards the goal like a meteorite

Blazing your own trail


Nobody is immortal,

 Everyone has his own expiration date.

 The closer you get to death,

 The more intensely you live. 

Only when you are coping with a somewhat death sentence.

 You shall want to l try to live a self-indulgent life 

Before realizing that this does not fulfill the meaning of existence. 

That shouldn't happen in life.


A Warrior fights the battle of life ---

All its dreadful possibilities without a whit of fear 

Without thinking that it’s unfair. 

Before we are inevitably visited by death 

 Thrust to total chaos A warrior’s mind gracefully dances to the rhythm of the music of creation and life.

 Thus, A Warrior Dies Dancing, That’s Who I Am… 


The upshot is life belongs to us but we belong to death

 Meanwhile dance away the time you get with all your heart ❤️



Imagine that amazing, life-changing Universe

 Growing up--this is the inspiration

Writing a Line of Code!

Quality teachers on long and lonesome road 


They  will teach you everything you need to know to build and deploy your own games

So you can start turning your passion into a cold hard one in no time.


They knew that over an infinitely long span of time,

 All things happen to all men. 


Passion for money and luxury

Manifest destiny, man its a luxury

Says the majority with blue

Happiness can't be bought with money

`Cause it's coming from within you 


Money for life, health 

Love support and care is a wealth

As a reward for his past or future virtues, every man is merited for every kindness---yet also every betrayal, as reward for his past or future inequities.

 Much as the way in games of chance,

 Heads and tails tend to even out, 

So cleverness and dullness cancel and correct each other....

The most fleeting thought obeys an invisible plan, 

May crown or inaugurate a secret design. 

I know of men who have done evil in order that good may come of it in centuries past…

Viewed in that way, all our acts are just, though also unimportant. 

There are no spiritual or intellectual merits…

No one is someone, a single immortal man is all men…

I'm god, hero, philosopher, demon, and world--- 

A long-winded way of saying I am not.

Neither you can hug yourself nor

you can cry on your own shoulder.

LIFE is all about living for one

another.

So live with those who loves you

the most!

Be humane


Death is a part of life


Sarvam Kshanikam Kshanikam,

Everything is Temporary, 

The money and wealth acquired by unfair,  unjust means you can't carry

Live in the moment, Life is momentary

Future is Shunya, naught

Give it a wise thought 

With the fondest hope shucking despair,

 face life when no other greater quality of life is offered

Why fit in when you are born to stand out?



Saturday, October 2, 2021

Smiles, pain and tears are words that need to be written

 Born with a sick black heart

People who have good hearts and integrity

Make the world spin.

Infernal twittering din

Floodgates opened

I was subsumed, totally absorbed under the tidal wave of all the misery

Like a dagger through my own unbroken heart


Friendly love note to brighten someone’s day.

From Mum lively, optimistic and gay

My hunger for Mums love that you cannot comprehend

She is my special friend

Until the end

People loved who also deserve tokens of affection

They deserve to every now and then sit back, relax, laze a little

Grieve a little, 

Mum has a sensitive and crisp personality.


Perishable, mortal...fleeting transitory

When I am easily hurt by arrogant or with deep hatred or disapproval 

Couldn't help but see a conspiracy 

Heavenly disfavour

I live with a God amongst the heroic

Like a true poetic savior

 Behind every touch of ill fortune

People in stress with crumbling deformed

Fractures  and fluidities in human relationship

With lust, the melody of the universe gets fractured



It's easier to be strong than repair demolished men

A thankful heart is the greatest virtue, but the parent of all other earnestness.

People who have good hearts and integrity.

Justness and sincerity

Standing up for an ideal,,.

Strikes out against injustice, 

Sends forth a tiny ripple of hope

Life is beautiful and surprising and deep

All aren't imperishable is a difficult vision to keep

As you gain strength, courage, and confidence 

In every experience

  Stopping to look fear in the face.

Say to yourself, ‘I have lived through this horror.

“Today will never come again

Eh? Eh, speak up

As hard times have smitten

Be a blessing, find  a friend

Who. encourage and tend.

 Take time to care.

Feeling to be near the beach

Butt unable to reach

Grief and sorrow that nobody's heart should bear.

 Let your words heal, and not wound.

Tender friends with help in mind go sighing round, 


Certain indications of what was permitted or forbidden

Its so hard to listen

Smiles, pain, and tears are words that need to be written

Sunday, September 26, 2021

Race of life



 Warrior smiles when sad


Relationships have all been bad.


Few friends a Warrior had


Laughs and cries


Mingled naturally with  maternal sayings wise

Knowledge is not enough --- we must apply

Geniuses are but silly fools

Let eternity wash over him

Life is too short to fool around with them

If you correct them

They ensnare by flattery or talk very artful


Generosity and altruism is nowhere, because all are born selfish hurtful

Willing is not enough ----we must do

Although I might be laughing loud and hardy, deep inside I'm blue

As Mum took charge, said 

After father's death


" crying isn't an option there is no better life waiting for you so face this one and enjoy as life is granted once don't let it go awaste"


Her words put more life in me than death

Telling me in one sweet easy breath

Writing relieves the mind

In a word 

Life is not triumph but struggle

Determination, strength and power


Life isn't for a delicious winning

Destroying every life on the way. 

For success are Hungry

Such is the queer nature of the human race.


Crowd cheered louder and louder

The race began with fit challenger

Success makes the competitor proud and important


A frail partially blind lady became the challenger

The fit become the only finisher

Power and strength felt delight

But the crowd stood silent

Thinking power has no moral sentiment


Power wondered why aren't they a part of my success achieved effortlessly


Race began holding the hand of the disabled challenger

Walking slowly

Crowd cheered, and applauded 

Power exclaimed "Dear God!"

Understanding the crowd cheer for every winner

Power thought in life what is the measurement

Who am I against

Soon people stop cheering

As your end is nearing


Looking back asking

Who was running next to power

The weaker

But didn't help them cross together

Best race run is to finish together

So run this race called life

It's not important to win

It's important how you run the race







Thursday, September 16, 2021

Stomach ache in the night

 Upsetting your stomach ache. 

Cruel pain swirl and ache

---With all its rarities that ache

Thus in the night hours of ache;

Made me get Mum awake

To find moral support

It was just last night

Didn't hearken Mums advice


Stomach remembered that poor meal of protein


Was the tough standard scene

  The most courageous and strong stomach is rightfully suspicious

Knowing it's impossible to look for food so delicious!

Would be too strong for the stomach 

Even the most brutalized people,

 When tend to bring war into discredit 

Stomach thought: how does one treat such an improbable disease?

Stomach remembered no impoverished meal but  hasn't eaten at night 

Just starting off in the night

Unarmed road of flight

Until. the rising light

Isn't it a delight


Fasting is a big mistake. 

Particularly on an empty stomach discomfort sneaks in 

Absurdly and mystically cause pain

Slaking the thirst as to fill the stomach and lubricate conversation

Isolated ones

Only seek 

Mum

Happy hum, sad hum

Mum's comfortable rejuvenating massage

 Mended the wounded stomach but would the tummy ever heal?


Monday, September 13, 2021

Itching and scratching diseases!

 


Metastatic Net cancer links the metastatic malignancy

With compulsive eating of eggs 

I suddenly got rashes on my shiny legs


Itching and scratching diseases get full attention

My cancer is beyond comprehension

On anti- itching drug shall I focus my attention

Repeatedly scratching is hideous to behold

Mind adopted  with ventues manifold.


Hence public and government decided to be devoted to itching and scratching 

When itching attacks Earth seems to be collapsing


What was more startling was the announcement 

The  so-called woman suffered a heart attack during surgery For metastatic cancer.

Genes hold the answer

Quacks and their deception

Concealed rare diseases

Practitioners won tremendous reputation 

Treating coughs and colds and sneezes!

Emotional complication

Ruined the voice of a rare disease patient against administration

Absurdity and mysticism on distinction in equality couldn't bring in revolution


Inoperable pancreas cancer--How ironic that the diagnosis was mistaken. 

Time to awaken,

‘Right to life’ include the right to lead a healthy life 

A healthy body is the very foundation of all human activities.

To enjoy all faculties of the human body in their prime conditions.

Our community is infested by impurities

Use knowledge and experience to recognize the negative activities

The Fundamental right to live with human dignity

The bare necessities of life such as adequate nutrition, clothing and shelter over the head

 Facilities for reading writing




To few medical men camouflaged 

Reconstructive surgery can be done on necrosis or itching and scratching not camouflaged


There is an itch at the back of the skull

Itching to believe, and something in every believer, itching to doubt.

Saturday, September 11, 2021

"Don't make me angry! The angrier the stronger I get but I suffer"


 Wisdom must never be given.

Who unto youth was given,

 It has to be acquired

Amongst all needs and ambitions, knowledge is desired


Life can also be painful.

  Wishing to experience all the excitement of life. 

A dim light you see at the fringe

The road I have to travel is hard and darkness awakens my will

Do you think I cringe? 

But then, we all experience sorrow and frustration. 

Without complaint determined to fight cancer with weird strength from Mum's inspiration.

There are two ways to live life: as a Warrior who enjoys existence not only breathes 

Or who stays in the world and experiences all it has to offer doused in fear, nervousness weakness

Being immune to fear with hopes chasing my dreams

I am here to follow my dreams pursue my ambitious dreams,

You might say they are impossible dreams

Surprise and delight and dazzle spiritual bliss


Attain balance, material pleasure, and spiritual wisdom in harmony.


Listen, Storm and Wind!


The Wind and Tempest are strong!


For days and, weeks it play’d us freaks –

As my sudden nimbus of angry energy doesn't make me meek

This sea in anger, and that dismal shore

The infuriated monster into which I turn makes me red

With ten heads

Gives me Hulk's strength not his green

My life is not Healthy, tranquil, sweet lively

Pleasingly agreeably well

Are the things so unbelievable

Emotional trigger that turns the mild-mannered bibliophile and author into a nigh-indestructible beast fuelled by serotonin 

Friday, September 10, 2021

"Live now or never!''

 


Mum is full of generosity, nobility and caringness

Tends to prioritise my happiness

Life is for the living not the already dead

 My ailment I'd seen it happens time and again


I was born to be solitary

Of course my life is not so merry

Yet going beyond ordinary limits; 

Surpassing the unnecessary 


Eaten alive by loneliness

Lord has given me onliness


Cruel is my life

Life and Death once shall  cease their strife

Under the surgeon's knife


Life is a bird with broken wings but hope pushes it to fly

Misfortune cannot last forever, it  has to die


In the web of thoughts if there's darkness and lie

You die extinguishing the flame in the middle of your life

It's a stubborn planet with incessant strife


If we survive the virus, we will not survive forever

"Live now or never!''


Obsession that grow like madness inside 

Your deal of hatred and pride

You can't cheat the Lord run and hide


Displeaseth the lord of obstacles

Your Nefarious influence


Thou mourned less fiercely, and angered the Lord


During my cancer as the befoul flailing me 

And the world like a destroying angel to save her man from Mister death and  his house

Have you ever seen a jail house

Where they try to turn a man into a mouse


How could the say it in one sweet, easy breath

Say the cheater, seducer, slut

" You die right now" as if death is a donut

But to you that would be cruelty

The conscious opportunist brutality

 And to me it surely would not spell  death


I can master my emotions and forge ahead with skills and potentials

A mother who made me brave with a belief in myself.