Wednesday, June 16, 2021

Inhale the whiff as you find


 Switch off the mind;

Inhale the whiff as you find;
Don't cease to see  Gods  realm in awe,

Rapt in gentle  awe,

Admire the universal law

Ponder the portraiture

His fancy signature


In all darkness indescribable, huge distress,

When in controversial oppress

My thoughts are all that I possess,

I don't weep loud in pain

Great God, who feel'st for my distress

My peace, and human physical distress


With none who bless us, none whom we can bless;

In great duress

Weighty silence and chaos reigns


Snooty phantom world

But O, sick people of the world,

Of all the many changing things

In dreary dancing past us whirled,

To the cracked tune as Cosmos sings,

 Emanating grand cosmic extravaganza

The whole heroic stanza

life, in every small way, should be a kind of propaganda



Exposure of lie, illusion myth

Sham, empty myth


Askance,
Pittance,
Tossed in grievance

Being graceful yelp with aplomb

With self-assurance and calm

'With gusto the hapless lives
Thou brain gets addled
Jumbled empathy 

With sympathy


Onerous life we lead

In the bottomless abyss of darkness
Wherefore
Weighty silence and chaos reigns
Churlish wool-gathering,

With purposeless idle thinking

 Humanity thus learn
Sojourn wagered to expire in dirge

Before comes your turn 

With a sense of doom
Life, like delicatessen loom
Aficionado you turn
Being enfants perdus ; lost  children
The crux is you are in a point of no return


Without ado submit to the advancing inevitable, the inescapable
"Bang the bedrock" while swimming the ripple
For the wealthy
Tide of Life
For the zesty
In malady
Without entourage, kins, repository

Monday, June 14, 2021

Writing relives mind


  


As I prepare to write,

First hovering o’er the paper with my quill

What wit sets down to adorn and enhance reality honestly, and positively with a will


Being prone to humility without the disease of superiority

Being discreet penning down reality

Enhanced by ingenuity

In an individualistic way


My grief 

Becomes brief

Relieves my pain 

Turns it off again


The more I express

I lose the heaviness

It loosens something at my chest

Feeling pressed

I get some rest


My life has endless surprises in store

The dazzling glories galore

Of my mother's stories 

Which please me more and more


The influx of energy, battles won 

 Amidst wars sure to be lost, hope stood clung to me right on


Keeping mind wide-open -- 

As long as I'm not just going along

With any weird idea that comes my way

Emptiness is endless, cold as the clay

Not desiring idleness and decay

I never stopped, walked my way


Life has many pretty song

Physically weaker with mind strong


 My eager combat and real fight

For what's wrong from what's right


Thoughts swirl in my mind

I seek till I find

As thoughts entwined 

I write what conquer my mind

Till my eyes go blind


The more I express my unquenchable thirst for life

In my troubles and strife

Under a surgeon's knife

Countless times

Chasing me throughout my life

But the helpful plunging knife

Longer my life 

Did you ever see such a thing in your life?



My imaginations and wordful passions 

Keep my heart from being distressed

When anguish and pain wells up in my chest

By writing I get some dreamless sleep and rest

Recovered, relieved soul gets healed, rebuilt


The sense of security I'd lacked since my father’s death

It choked my breath

As Mum took charge, said 

" crying isn't an option there is no better life waiting for you so face this one and enjoy as life is granted once don't let it go awaste"

Her words put more life in me than death

Telling me in one sweet easy breath



The words of charm

And her arm

Boldest in combat I shall but not be in silence

Injustice ache in loneliness

I shall fight the when the endless nightmare appear insurmountable

 With my life on the line

With courage, vitality, and with the help of kindness

I have the wits and knowledge to survive

I certainly have a bigger shelf life 

Flicker of hope block old memories 

Hoping for a better tomorrow 

A glow of fondest hope 

Clearing out the current horror

High hope

Gleaming of hope

Ignited a torch in the darkest hour

Spiteful intersections

Moment of illumination

 Knowledge, reasoning wisdom


There's no 

"should have " if I'd " wish I'd"

Life doesn't give a chance

Granted once

Balancing precariously on a tight-rope

I can win once again 




 



Thinking about life





 In the web of life of human activity

Happy shreds of empathy, humanity is still alive

 If ever thou mean to thrive

I don't just survive 

I take a breath and feel so alive

Even with  cancer and Covid

Life feels vivid

Pain is an unique happiness

Not spiritual darkness


I feel alive not just breathing, an impossible passion

Of which people have no conception

Ecstatic, strong, beyond a shadow of a doubt


I don't have a disease called fear

When I suddenly found nobody near


God designed us connected and sociable

The stronger the linkup the more fondness

Love, warmth, attachment, tenderness, kindness


Life is momentary

Enjoy the world is designed exquisitely

I am a part of God's project designed uniquely

In my vulnerability, looking Death in the eye

Wondourous surprise arise

 Grateful every day for the brief but magnificent opportunity

Memento Mori life is a glorious story.

Saturday, June 12, 2021

The ineffable game of God




Entrapped by fear, myth, and superstition
Is the onset of cruelty and apathy and suspicion

Time slowed down, syrupy- thickened; 
wracked existence
Even after bereavement
Survival is the greatest achievement

Comical contradistinction to be naively confident
 With brittle delusions that things can forever remain exactly the same

Life is a game
Where delusion is God does not play dice
Intrinsic entropy
Means gravity introduces extra level of unpredictability
Black holes tell He plays dice
God throws dice where they cannot be seen
May heav'n reward the kind and nice
I hope my thought-dreams aspirations could be seen

Complexity of emotions
The world has a very rare disorder is in a mess
Life and soul is in battlefield
 Few sombre moments of a battle-field
Every human being who inhabits 
Gets their allotted portion of unhappiness 
And wakeful nights. 

The world is badly broken,
I'm not jokin'
It's never been spoken
Take a deep breath, feel like you're chokin'

 Full of cruelty courage, cowardice, ferocity, gentleness, fairness, justice, cunning, treachery, magnanimity, malice, malignity, lust, hate, pity, purity, selfishness, sweetness, honor, love, mercy, baseness, nobility, loyalty, falsity, veracity, untruthfulness
And senseless tragedy. 

Ferocity of monsoon 
Obliterating the sun 
Sickness, hunger, betrayal, envy, greed, old age, death 
It will all end up in death 


Disaster, Disease! diligent force
 Devastating force! 
Attacks the infant the moment it is born; 
Makes soul tired an' it's torn
It chases the child into youth and furnishes it with some fortes 
 It chases the youth into maturity, maturity into an age, 
Then that age into the grave.



Sad but undeniable facts of human conditions
The rare, 
Need due care
Which you cannot compare

A Jolly disorder
Tells the doctor 
With erratic positive energy
When life is in jeopardy
For the sake of money
The storm inside maybe make a better me
I want all to remember me
A jolt of joy
Display of hilarity
Avid moments  
Enthusiastic moments
Gale of merriment
Fever of the heat of excitement
Strange oddments of fate 
Can't detract one whit from the joyousness, jubilance,
Glee, gaiety
Effect of noises on the brain
Whispering again
Laughter, sprang again
With knowledge of great thoughts
My obsession for writing broke loose again



 
But the point is enjoy life while you can 
Do the best you can
Why should there be imagination in a human?
To strangle another human?
Or with a pure upright mind
Be kind 

Ferocious cognizant awareness of action
Leading to naively bullish, buoyant, hope
creep and grope
Life's ascending slope,
Flushed with ambition, full of hope;
And brittle delusions.

Ne’er-do-wells deceived into thinking
 That things can forever remain exactly the same
Can never play this ineffable game
Wondered`bout the same

Playing “Monkey Business”
 Expecting the same standing empty-minded
Remaining blinded
Yet bad souls are destroyed
Become a whisper in the Void,
It's the nature's business

So live in the moment
Not being influenced by any comment;
Enjoying the perfection of the magical moment
As stars comment
Burn out the galaxy bright
Hurtling towards the goal like a meteorite
Blazing your own trail
Amidst heartache,cruelty, maltreatment, neglect,
The curious may detect


How come life is unfair?
Mum is there for any and every care
With courage and determination
Harken sensual music , the right harmony 
Of the whole wide universe
Universe is deceptively simple and endlessly complicated;
 It satisfies the soul and bewilder the intellect.
Gaiety, hilarity that comes from unbridled lunacy
 and outsized love of life inspires
 Giving a reason to go on living. 




Life is momentary
Enjoy the world is designed exquisitely
I am a part of God's project designed uniquely
In my vulnerability, looking Death in the eye
Wondourous surprise arise
 Grateful every day for the brief but magnificent opportunity


While the all of the pompous people in the world standing on a rug
 With illusory guts shall feel the pull of that rug
As it subtly gets tugged






Thursday, June 10, 2021

Long lament of the discreet The parallel lines shall never meet.






 Viruses live in a twilight zone, somewhere between life

 And its ingredients.

With a potential

Their growth is exponential

Are viruses alive? 

Are viruses the fourth domain of life?

Where do viruses fit on this “tree” of life?


Residing in separate domain of life

However, viruses can infect all other forms of life

Virus genes are everywhere, merged into the genomes of all organisms

Viruses cannot generate their own energy

They can put host in jeopardy 

 They cannot grow or propagate

They evolve and mutate


Depending on cells they have the key to infect

As they detect

To survive use their mechanism

Have power to bring cataclysm


Teetering on the boundaries of what is considered life

Containing  the key elements that make up all living organisms: the nucleic acids, DNA or RNA

What defines life?

Viruses face constant pressure from immune systems, 

With multiple tactics to block their entrance

The trusted troops disarm and kill them when they manage to get In and stop them to enhance



Transmission from host to host is such a basic need

Deepest deathless need

 For infectious agents that some take it a step further.

To increase their number


Contemplating the origins of life fascinates

 Understanding the evolutionary history of viruses may shed some light

No clear explanation for the origin of viruses exist

 Viruses may have arisen from mobile genetic elements

 Gaining the ability to move between cells. 

Hence adapted a parasitic replication strategy. 

 Twisted into a tragedy

Viruses existed before, and led to the evolution of, cellular life. 

Continuing studies may provide clearer answers. 

Or future studies may reveal that the answer 

Is even murkier than it now appears.


Wuhan Institute of Virology was upgraded to the National Biosafety Laboratory :Level 4


Lab was involved in the research of coronaviruses 

  The causative agents of the severe acute respiratory syndrome: SARS outbreak 

So be wise of the on your take



South China University pointed out that the intermediate host 

Enhancing at most


 The horseshoe bat was not available in the wet market 

and did not live in the Wuhan territory

The only place the bats existed in the locality was the research facility

Which is just about 100 yards from the Wuhan wet market. 

The horseshoe bats are found only in Yunnan district. 


However, they are neither consumed as food in the city, nor are they ever traded in the markets. 


The paper also states that in the Wuhan Center for Disease Control and Prevention located 280 m from the market, 

The extraction and sequencing of the DNA and RNA from caged animals could have been a potential source of the pathogen. 

The world was to see death of many people due to the antigen



 Species of bats acting as natural reservoirs

 For SARS-like CoVs (SL-CoVs), 


Points out the genetic diversity of the viruses in bats, 

Highlighting the possibility 

Of infecting the humans.

As the pools of CoVs in bats were limited, 

Likelihood of a future emergence of this viral outbreak was never anticipated


Chimeric virus containing the SHC014 spike in a SARS-CoV backbone causes robust infections in both human airway cultures and mice

A warning was issued that the starting materials required 

SARS-like emergent strains were already circulating 

In animal reservoirs.


 A research team in China that spent 5 years in the Shitou caves of Yunnan 

Sampling from the bats issued a similar warning and raised alerts for a potential disease outbreak 

Causing lots of heartache 


By December 2019, the first cluster of cases of infection with a novel CoV was reported in China.


The origins of the epidemic were investigated. 

The WIV published reports stating that s new strain of CoV had bats as the “probable” source estimated


All the studies of Shi Zheng Li, the lead WIV virologist 

On bat-related CoVs were centered in Yunnan.

 However, the outbreak occurred in Wuhan, 

Which is almost 900 km from Yunnan


 Samples of  infected patients  compared with those from the bats, 

 None of them matched


If not from bats, where did this novel strain of CoV come from?


 The Government of China conducted an investigation 

Reported a wildlife market, 10 miles away from the virology institution

 as the epicenter. 


The theory of lab origin gains credibility

From unrelated, but nevertheless solid and tangible facts seemingly


South China University pointed out

 Intermediate host, the horseshoe bat

 Not available in the wet market 

 Not living in the Wuhan district.


The only place the bats existed in the locality 

Existing in the research facility, 

 Just about 100 yards from the Wuhan wet market.


 The horseshoe bats are found only in Yunnan

  However, they are neither consumed as food in the city, Nor ever traded in the markets


 In the Wuhan Center for Disease Control and Prevention located 280 m from the market,



 The extraction and sequencing of the DNA and RNA

 From caged animals could have been a potential source 

Human mind is very coarse


This center is also adjacent to the Union Hospital, where the first groups of doctors were infected during this epidemic. 


Retracted novel CoV similar to the genetic sequences of human immunodeficiency virus (HIV) and Ebola.

A stunning cocktail like Coca cola


Unlikely for a virus to have acquired such unique insertion

Naturally in a short duration.


 These artificially engineered modification 

Were thought to increase the range of host cells 

So it can infect and put the world in frustration

Now the virus in the stormy world dwells


Variation is intimately linked to their disease-causing potential. 

We've got everything essential.


Paramount to the understanding of RNA viruses is the concept of quasispecies

This is nothing sham nothing quasi


Viral quasispecies is a population structure of viruses

 With a large number of variant genomes. 

Can sink humanity in their venom 


Quasispecies result from high mutation probability 

as mutants arise continually 

 Changing in relative frequency as viral replication and selection production.


First developed to describe the early replicons

Replicating from single origin of replication 


Components of a primitive RNA world

 devoid of DNA or proteins

By all means 


Viral RNA load correlates with high levels of viral replication

 Patients who developed late respiratory breakdown despite Disappearance of nasopharyngeal viral RNA

False representation leads to damnation


Whether viral RNA load in lung tissue, 

Or a surrogate sample such as tracheal aspirate, mirrors the decline in nasopharyngeal shedding.


 Nevertheless, severe manifestations might be immunologically mediated 

Has obvious implications for the potential to use immune-modulatory therapies for this subset of patients. 


This finding is consistent with recent reports 

Of course, of course

 Corticosteroids were beneficial for acute respiratory distress syndrome, and possibly those with COVID-19. 



Why did I get Covid 19 despite voluntary isolation?

Ignorance prevails

“Ignoring isn't ignorance,

 Ignorance requires guts, boldness

Gloat knowledge wisdom


Prancing dancing scatty smartie


Experts have also strongly suggested

 Solely relying on testing as a safeguard 

You can not expect to be a lifeguard


 People making ‘lax’ and taking other safety measures

For thoughtless pleasures, taking delight in certain measures


Taking  mask-wearing and social distancing lightly

 Pass on infections to others harshly


 Tests are a preventive measure and only effective

 As long as you put in place other security measures


Blood tests at times are a good marker of inflammation

If out of fear and frustration

With knowledge of immunosuppression

Asks me to fall apart I lost heart

In desperate aloneness

The mask lifted

Out came hollowness



She's just a social climber

 Spine-chiller

Worrying about death of spouse

Who came to care for my mother

Who is my caregiver

Told me die now,

From close proximity


"Holy cow!"

I could see the conspiracy,


The human tyranny,

My contemplations are of Time

 Pieces of coin can change 

Make violent and strange

The desire to attack superseded everything

Defendant spouse 

As my  C-reactive protein and the D dimer rose

 Defending the demoniac strength

 We are no longer in same wavelength


Commenting my daily titanic struggle

Being a  Mere pawn on the chessboard of life

Ordained my death 

With an easy breath


Blindness and ignorance, Will lead you nowhere,

Unless you are aware


Long lament of the discreet

The parallel lines shall never meet.